memoirs of a geisha

i single-handedly fixed my computer yesterday. it was hella messed up, and my parents would let me mess with it, because they didnt want  me to 'fuck it up more' or something. so, they finally let me mess with it, and i fixed it. and now it runs great. isnt that awesome? they act like i didnt even fix it though. my mom always talks about 'fixing things' on here and shit like that. all she can do on a computer is play roller coaster tycoon and solitaire. fuck that shit.

im back to being really sad about like all the time, basically. i just feel really shitty a lot of the time. someone do me or something. give me money, or sex. or a really awesome puppy. i want a puppy.

im starting to develop a 'whats the point?' outlook on life. i cant help but feel like i'm wasting my time with everything i do. i'm changing more and more every day. what the fuck?

i finally got one of these. i probably wont care about it for too long.

i wish i had lots of money, then id be happier.